2022 – Numerology – Tarot

As is my custom I tend to have look at the numerology of the upcoming year.

Overall, 2022 is a six year which implies that it is about choosing between the old and the new. Hopefully with divine inspiration.

But when I started to look and feel 2022, the thing that stood out was 22. I did not see it, at first as, as 2 + 2 = 4.

I see it as 22 which is the dark jewel Egotism.

The feeling behind this stems from the prolonged coronavirus restrictions. So far people have been, by and large, able to keep a lid on it, on the pressure cooker.

“22 Egotism
Active Shortcoming: Self-importance
Behaviour: Self-opinionated, arrogant, self-centred, pompousness, holier-than-thou, longwindedness
Passive Shortcoming: Self-pity
Behaviour: Victim/martyr, hard-done-by, unappreciated, fear of exposure, fear of being wrong, fear of criticism”

Already people are blaming others. My first best guess hunch is that we will be seeing a lot of the behaviours associated with this dark jewel manifesting next year. Things could erupt and blow.

The negative manifestation of 22 is minus four. This is when 4 stability changes into inertia and death minus thirteen. As opposed to the positive version of 13 death of the old {ways}.

There will be a tendency to remain stuck.

There could be a coronavirus Groundhog Day. The rich are vaccinated, the poor not. The virus in the poor will mutate and spread and the immunity conferred by the vaccine in the rich will again dwindle in the light of new variants. Same shit different day. Boris may have to “save” Christmas again 😉

There area a lot of twos.

Two means the need for humility and understanding for our fate is written for us in the book of destiny. If we are not sufficiently humble our destiny cannot evolve as we try to force our will on the world and dictate how life should sumbit to our precious and important plans.

I see a bifurcation, a split.

Those who have sufficient humilty and understanding will be able to choose between the old and the new. 2 + 2+ 2 = 6 They will be able to let go of what has served its purpose and usher in some new and freshness in their lives. They may get a taste of absolute freedom zero. They will feel the burden of the old lessen and a sense of new found adventure, nascent.

Those who insist and are adamant in their egotism will not be able to choose and in so doing opt for the stagnant inert and old ways of being. They will insist that life must be normal and remain the same. They will demand the right to their aquisitional materialism and continue to kill the planet with their greed. They will not change. There will be the slow death of stubbornness, stuck-ness and inertia. The more they refuse to change the more the universe will kneel them. Could mean more natural disasters.

Some people will change a lot next year, others will remain insistent and stubbornly stuck.

First pass…

New Operating System, Water Heat Pump and Weird Dreams

This afternoon we have been down to Palacret to hear the water going over the weir. It is pretty noisy. Upstream here at our property the river is now level with the bridge and will soon be over it.

Yesterday after having made a Windows 10 restore disc, I upgraded to Windows 11. And in something of a personal record it only took me two attempts. I needed to update some of the Intel drivers and disconnect my memory expansion storage. An operating system is a dreaming symbol /metaphor for how we perceive and compute the world around us. Mine is now fully up to date.

I had something of a ta-da moment. We have a river flowing through our property and a sizeable pond. Could we have a water-based heat pump? These are the most efficient type. The short answer is probably. In principle we could house sufficient solar panels, enough battery back up and install a water-based heat pump. It is not beyond the realms of possibilities we could go off grid. The question would be how much dosh do we need to do this?

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The dreams I had overnight were pretty damn intense. The first one with the Mossad element has a feel of secret mission which is perhaps something of an indication of destiny.

18 +17 = 35 = 8

9 + 8 = 17 = 8

There are a lot of 8s….

8 is harmony {through conflict}.

The dotted line in the diagram in the second dream is the place where the world is in the act of becoming or manifesting and represents the “abyss” between the worlds of negative existence and the first part of immanence.

It is possible that the first two dreams are reminding me of a prior hypothesis in that I might be a dreaming three pronged {nagal 18 courage} with a philosophical predilection and hence the sobriety of the East 17. {discrimination / discernment}.

I have a feeling that second dream is a part of a sequence which suggests that we need to get down to 10.

It is too early to say…

More rain is forecast tonight…

Abandoned Dog and Lions Dream – 05-10-21

This dream comes on a night which had interrupted sleep and during which I drank an entire litre of milk. A work-up follows.

I am out on the large grassy area of the garden which we call the football pitch. I am doing shuttle runs which is a rugby training exercise in which you sprint between two lines marked on the pitch and then jog back. This exercise is repeated many times. I am training with a man who feels like one of the wingers from the team I played in at school.

I look across to the house and can see the wife moving in the top kitchen the doorbell has been rung and she is going to answer it. I walk over from the football pitch to see what is being delivered. There has not been a delivery so to speak someone has abandoned a very small dog, smaller than a chihuahua. It is white with brown patches. I ask if there was anything else there, any sign of where it came from. No.

I walk off the drive and past the gas storage tank. The dog follows me. I walk past the gravel and into the veranda where I sit down on a chair to think. The little dog comes into the veranda with me and then curls up at my feet. I cannot believe that they make dogs as small as this.

I look out of the veranda to the football pitch. I can see someone there sat on the grass with two male lions. They both have manes one is normal coloured and one is almost black, it is that dark.

I think that I must get the camera with the telephoto lens on to take a photograph. I go into the house and the dog is excluded and kept on the veranda. In the house I can see an old-fashioned spectrometer from which light is being emitted. Apparently, someone is using this light to project old film slides onto the wall.

In another room I find a similar object with my camera attached. Someone has not been treating it with care and the attachment is broken. P and D are there. I say that they have broken it and remove the camera which is OK.  I say that it will cost £18,000 pounds to replace. P says that the price tag on it is £5900. I say yes that is what it cost back then it will be around £18,000 these days.

In the corner of my eye, I can see a red car parked in our driveway. It has security services marked on it in yellow paint. I think it might say secret security services. I know that there is some kind of surveillance operation.

P and D speak about a wine bar down the road. They intimate that they are going there.

I go with the camera to take a picture of the lions. By the time a get to the back door, they have gone.

Dream ends.

Work-up

I am out on the large grassy area of the garden which we call the football pitch. {open spaces – freedom / fear of taking the gap to freedom – a sense of repeating patterns?} I am doing shuttle runs which is a rugby training exercise in which you sprint {running – an opportunity for escapism} between two lines marked on the pitch and then jog back. This exercise is repeated many times. I am training with a man who feels like one of the wingers from the team I played in at school. {Something from the past? I nearly wrote “my” team – I was the captain}

I look across to the house {view of the world /point of view} and can see the wife {need to recapitulate her?} moving in the top kitchen the doorbell has been rung and she is going to answer it. I walk over from the football pitch to see what is being delivered. There has not been a delivery so to speak someone has abandoned a very small dog, smaller than a chihuahua. It is white with brown patches. {white peace-the need for, brown – stability need to be grounded / earthed – the colours did not seem overly significant in the dream} I ask if there was anything else there, any sign of where it came from. No. {dog = friendship and loyalty – tiny and abandoned}

I walk off the drive and past the gas storage tank. The dog follows me. I walk past the gravel and into the veranda where I sit down on a chair {chair – comfort zone or is this more about the canine loyalty?} to think. The little dog comes into the veranda with me and then curls up at my feet. {dog = friendship and loyalty tiny and abandoned at my feet perception and understanding} I cannot believe that they make dogs as small as this. {This was strong in the dream.}

I look out of the veranda to the football pitch. I can see someone there sat on the grass with two male lions. {Lions – creation or destruction or both as the lions are different both seems more likely} They both have manes one is normal coloured and one is almost black, it is that dark.

{Obscure thought-does this refer to creation-annihilation operators in quantum mechanics which is one of the things described in my patent application? In the dream the appearance of the lions was starkly odd.}

I think that I must get the camera with the telephoto lens on to take a photograph. I go into the house and the dog is excluded and kept on the veranda. In the house I can see an old-fashioned {something from the past being projected forward} spectrometer from which light is being emitted. Apparently, someone is using this light to project old film slides onto the wall. {old views about me, possibly inaccurate ones?}

{Photography – the need to recapitulate the content of the photograph. I did used to be a spectroscopist and worked extensively with spectrometers. P and D are both scientists. I need to recapitulate them. I haven’t spoken with these for 5 or 6 years they both work for the government in security sensitive roles.}

In another room I find a similar object with my camera attached. Someone has not been treating it with care and the attachment is broken. {Some kind of broken relationship?} P and D are there. I say that they {it is their fault?} have broken it and remove the camera which is OK.  I say that it will cost £18,000 {18 courage-need for, it will take courage to fix it?} pounds to replace. P says that the price tag on it is £5900 {5-freedom and change need for 9-completion need for. 14 knowledge / need for which reduces back to 5}. I say yes that is what it cost back then it will be around £18,000 000 {18 courage-need for, it will take courage to fix it?}  these days.

In the corner of my eye, I can see a red car parked in our driveway. It has security services marked on it in yellow paint. I think it might say secret security services. I know that there is some kind of surveillance operation. {car = state of awareness red = violence / need to fight. Clutching a little at straws secret mission – indication of destiny or simply the idea that someone is watching? }

P and D speak about a wine bar down the road. They intimate that they are going there. {drinking the desire for freedom?}

I go with the camera to take a picture of the lions. By the time a get to the back door, they have gone.

Note added…

{I just remembered a fragment from yesterday in which Prof A. came to visit to grow flowers and in this he ran up and down the football pitch yelling to let of steam. Prof A is also a scientist.}

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Not sure that I have a clear answer to this one, it might be a part of a dreaming sequence and I will need to wait for more incoming.

What is clear that some people {possibly though not necessarily P&D} have abandoned their loyalty and friendship and that it was pretty small in the first place. There may be something coming through from the past about a broken relationship which will take courage to fix. Somehow there is also a science theme…

We shall have to wait and see…

Numerology – Boris Johnson

Alexander Johnson is a wood dragon like me so he is always going to be a tad mercurial.

I did not feel comfortable to do a work up of his entire name because it is not clear what alphabet aplies for the de Pfeffel bit.

I once did full work ups for Tony Blair and Gordon Brown, they were uncanny.

Because Alexander is using Boris he is not living true to his natural vibration.

Boris his name of use is a One

Alexander his given name is a Three.

I supect that Alexander is “forcing” himself to act like a Boris. Seems to me that Alexander, the positive aspects above fit him rather well, he can also be a tad chaotic.

His first pinnacle 0-27 is a Seven

Not much is published about him during this time but some of these might fit.

At the age of 25 he became Brussels Correspondent for the Telegraph just before he moved into his second pinnacle which is a three.

I suspect that this was the time of his life when Alexander {3} was at his most happy. He could extrovert to his hearts content and have a lot of fun without too much burden of responsibility.

At the age of 35 just before his third pinnacle started he became editor of The Spectator and then entered parliament at age 37 as an MP

His third pinnacle is a one. This is him taking up the mantle of leadership.

At age 44 he was elected mayor of London just before he entered his final pinnacle which is an 8. At age 48 he had his second mayoral term

At age 51 he was an MP again with ministerial responsibility and at age 52 he led the Brexit out campaign.

I guess that the not following orders from Brussels may be aback his urge for Freedom.

I suspect that Alexander would be a lot happier expressing his creativity rather than trying to lead a country. His dislike of rules means that he is loath to impose them on others.

His principle and final challenges are 4

I suspect that it does not come naturally to him to express the positive characteristics above. They are for him challenging. This challenge appears twice so he must face it.

When he leaves office he will proabably be happiest writing or as an editor again. It just occurred to me he would actully make a good chat show host, where his quick wit could entertain and probe.

Numerology – My Final Pinnacle

The first comment to make is that broadly speaking my life has evolved according to the pinnacles. I have mapped these onto my life-recapitulation chart.

I am entering my final pinnacle which is one and leaving the influence of my third pinnacle 7. I have been living largely as a “hermit”. The seven has definitely fit for near a decade. If I am to manifest the one in its positive sense, something will need to change. Previously the pinnacle has taken a number of years to start to manifest fully. Depending on how many miles are left on the clock this could be up to a decade.

My final challenge is the six!

What is funny perhaps was my first pinnacle of 11. Because of this nobody believed I was an introvert!!

Not entirely convinced that I agree fully with Theun’s choice of words, but generally they have fitted well.

hmn…What is this new cycle going to manifest?

Bern – 90GHz—UBS Dream 02-07-2021 Worked Up

I woke up this morning at 6AM and was pretty sure that I would not go back to sleep. I did and had this dream. When I tried to wake up my right eye was difficult to open it been sealed with sleep. As an aside since I stopped smoking, I have had much more gummy eyes {sobriety lack of, can’t open} with loads of sleep. Here is the dream.

I am in a vast laboratory {Experiment?}. It is filled with optical benches upon which are optical components {? Window = vision or idealism} and lasers. I know this laboratory to be in Bern Switzerland.{noted} Unusually for this kind of laboratory one can see out of the windows {see out- vision from “above”} and to the town below. W { need to recapitulate my relationship with him} is excited he has received a parcel and is busy unwrapping it. It is a new slim, top of the range, Tektronix {TEKTRONIX = 2 + 5 + 2 + 2 + 9 + 6 + 5 + 9 + 6 = 46 which reduces to 10. Tarot 10 = La Roue de Fortune. Jewel 10 is impeccability. Dreaming Symbol is New Cycle. Impeccability through the repetition of past experiences / warning not to walk into old traps. 10 is the relationship between fluidity 1 and absolute freedom zero.} digital storage {? Something to do with memories?} oscilloscope.

It has all of the functions of the bulkier models but is slimmed down. I say to W that I can help him understand how to use it because all of the experiments at the lab of S used one of these. All we need first is a square { strength / stability} wave waveform generator so that we can have a play. BC {where did that come from? Need to recapitulate my relationship with him} says that he thinks there is one in the store. I go with him to the store and there is a pile of instrumentation. I see one with the name GR {where did that come from? Need to recapitulate my relationship with him, not so likely as he isn’t in the dream in person} on it and note that it is odd that it should be here in Bern. BC finds a square wave generator and hands it to me. He says that it starts at 90GHz. {9 + 0 = 9 this is completion or need for completion. It is the relationship between completion and absolute freedom. Tarot 9 is l’hermite this is how I am currently living} I comment that it might be a bit too high frequency for the oscilloscope. He says that probably not, the scope may not capture all of the waveform but should be Ok for us to play with. I go over to W.

Next, we are back in the flat. {view of the world} It is full of youngish men who all work at the laboratory. We are all sleeping in one bed {desire for rest need to wake up?}. It is somehow on a veranda outside the house. I wake up and decide to go shopping. I look across the valley where this is a night club called Bodhisattva {Bit incongruous but not so weird given that I had posted about this the night before}. We all sometimes go there. I think that it will be nice to look at Migros again. As I go into the shop there is a queue for baskets, and I am behind an old Swiss man. He unpacks the baskets and hands me one. I go into the store and am at the fruit counter. It is immaculately laid out with very high-quality produce { food = desire for spiritual nourishment} from around the world. It is even better than I remembered it. I get some groceries and take them back to the flat. Where I put them in a bag in the pantry. I explain to W that it is very nice to see high quality {emphasis on quality I have long felt that Switzerland and Japan are linked in this. I worked with W in Japan too }Swiss produce as things here are not so consistent.

In the dream I have paid with a UK credit card but to my surprise my UBS bank card is also in my wallet.  {Money is crystallised power.  BC surname is Crystal}

We are back in the laboratory, and I know that I have a job there. It has been easy to set up because my Swiss Bank account at UBS {Money is crystallised power UBS is 3 + 2 + 1 which adds up to 6 – inspiration and guidance from power / need for having to choose between the old and the new. Tarot 6 is l’amoureux. Bit of a push here?} is still active {in reality this is not the case}. We play with the oscilloscope for a while.

Next, I am back in the flat { view of the world} asleep in the big bed with a whole bunch of other people. The wife is there next to me. I am on the extreme edge of the bed, and she is nestled in my left arm. I kiss {Kissing need for strength / lack of strength / fear of strength / this does not sit well contextually } her on the brow, and everybody wakes up. I ask what time it is. Close to midday. I comment that is late. Not if you were up drinking and smoking {implied cannabis}. {The difficulty waking up theme is mirrored in the dream, need perhaps to be more wide awake?}

I had better rush to get to the bank before it closes. {Implies need to hurry up take some action perhaps. An opportunity or possibility may be passing}I rush – running – escapism opportunity for? } off down hill concerned that I will fall because of my left hip {Hip – fluidity lack off contextually fine}. I am a bit awkward running down the hill. I need to get to the bank {Money is crystallised power} to ask them for a new PIN {PIN  is 7 + 9 + 5 = 21 peace and success / a new beginning , this reduces to three creativity and joy lack of / mixed abundance. Feels like over kill and PIN is just a PIN} number for my bank card. I know that all I have to do is ask because they will recognise me. I could ask in English or German or even French. As I am running down the hill, {Descending stairs a need to reach for deeper implications, warning not to become retrogressive} rehearse what words I would need first in Hoch Deutsch and second in French. In my mind I know that the language I will choose depends upon who I meet at the bank counter. { languages here might suggest more talents than I think… a bit of a push}

Dream ends.

EPSRC / Tibetan Café Dream 31-5-18 {Worked Up}

Here is this morning’s dream.

The dream starts in an academic setting. {Spiritual searching within common view of the world ?} I am at an event organised by the EPSRC {science research council}. It is all very corporate, with standing corporate publicity banners, all glossy. There are various little tables {the need to address problems}  with table cloths, bowls of sweets and flash corporate marketing literature. There is a big projection screen at one end of the room and chairs {comfort zone} set out for the upcoming presentation. The meeting is to do with the DTCs {doctoral training centres}. It is a big review. There is a very long table {the need to address problems} and sat {comfort zone} around it are a whole bunch of people, some of whom I used to know. In front of each person is an “official” name-place card. I really do not want to be there. The people sat {comfort zone} around the table {the need to address problems} assume that I do, they do not get that I don’t want to be there. The meeting starts, and I slope off unobserved out of the building {view of the world / point of view}.

Outside there is a small white {Peace / need for} “builder’s” van {State of awareness / level of perception}. I am met by a man there who is not yet known to me. Together we get in the van, I am driving. I ask him if he has a sat. nav. on his ‘phone {talking = need for communication} because we have to go to an address near Battersea Bridge {the need to recognise and eradicate separativeness; or the need to reconcile apparently opposing concepts}. He says yes but it will take a little while to boot up. We set off and he says that he hasn’t brought any lunch {eating – desire for spiritual nourishment}. I tell him not to worry because there is a café at the address.

We arrive at the address and there are two {humility and understanding / need for or symbol of destiny} entrances {door = possibility}, one for people on foot and another for vehicles. I say that I will go in the pedestrian entrance and open the vehicle access to the compound for him.

I walk along the river {unconditional love} path {direction} and to the entrance. To get in I have to pass through two {humility and understanding / need for or symbol of destiny} “arches” {door = possibility},  in succession. They are made out of church sandstone and are of a western design. They are quite ornate. I can only just squeeze myself through these arches, what with my frame being as big as it currently is. I get partially stuck but can, through relaxing, squeeze through.

I walk through the communal area and into the open courtyard {open spaces = freedom / rear of taking the gap to freedom?}. It is some kind of commune / city farm project. I go over to the gate {door = possibility}, and lift the bolt out of the ground. I then swing open the large corrugated sheet metal door {door = possibility}, and let the van {State of awareness / level of perception} into the compound.  We are met by a tall slender woman with white-grey hair. She knows me because previously she has been trying to sell me her property {view of the world / point of view}, which is a part of the city farm project.

She ushers me into her house {view of the world / point of view}.. In the dream I know her to be Dutch, {generally sensible people with an upfront demeanour and yet very open minded and liberal} she has that vibe as well. In the house we meet another tall, slim, younger woman, with brown hair. She greets the older woman and goes off to get more fully dressed. My companion asks me if they are lesbians {desire to know own femaleness? Bit of a stretch}. I say that yes it looks like they are in a lesbian relationship. We are possibly there to be doing some work for them.

When we step outside we can see a number of cats {temporal matters / activities}, quite a few. One of them comes over to me and makes a fuss of me rubbing itself against my leg {ability to move forward / progress in life} and twirling its tail. In the dream I am not allergic to cats.

Similarly, we meet some small dogs {friendship and loyalty}. Several of them make a fuss over me and rub themselves against me so as to mark themselves with my scent {smell = personal power / lack of. This suggests that I have some and not a lack}. The older woman notices this and comments that I have a way with dogs and asks if I have ever had one. I say that I had a ridgeback-boxer mix as a child. She says a Dutch word for this kind of dog and thinks it explains my manner with the animals.

We proceed forward to the communal area. I point out a balcony to my companion. “This is where someone DJs of a weekend when they have a gathering.” {Music – harmony?}

We move on to the café {eating – desire for spiritual nourishment}. The two {humility and understanding / need for or symbol of destiny} Dutch women, my companion and I sit at a low ethnic table {the need to address problems} , the middle of which is a hot plate for serving food hot at table. The plate is on and hot. A small wizened man in Tibetan {deeply mystical people who are Buddhism / Bon oriented and who manage to eke out a life under very harsh conditions, they are rugged, persevering, tough.} dress comes over to us and places some glasses on the table from which we will later drink {Drinking = the desire for freedom}. At the bottom of mine is some white {Peace / need for} powder. I am to warm the glass up on the hotplate and then blow into it so as to prepare the glass. This I do. When I blow into the glass some of the white {Peace / need for} powder contents land on my face. This causes all round hilarity. I taste the powder and much to my surprise it is coconut {?Sweet?}.

Some “Tibetan” women come over with the menus. “I will have two {humility and understanding / need for or symbol of destiny} Tibetan pancakes and an orange juice please”, I say. The meal is served, and I eat the pancakes with some yak butter. I wait for my orange {need to be cunning / shrewd? Probably not more likely drinking} juice. In time it comes and is poured into my prepared glass.

{Money = crystallised power here I do not have enough}

It is now time to pay and the Dutch woman has overestimated {“Dutch” people think I have more money than I do} how much money I might have. The bill for my part comes to 55 { 5 + 5 =10 which reduces to 1 = fluidity / lack of} Euros. I ask if they will accept sterling…yes. So that comes to around £50 { 5 = freedom and change / need for} , is that OK… yes that is fine.

I look into my wallet and all I have there is £35 {3 + 5 = 8 = balance and harmony / lack of}. I ask if they take cards, they do not. So, I suggest that I give her, the café manager, the £35 {3 + 5 = 8 = balance and harmony / lack of}.  and go and get the rest.

She is suspicious, but I know that if I promise to do this, I will. It is a matter of personal integrity. She says, “before I let you do this tell me more about yourself, what do you do?”

I say that I spend most of my time meditating and doing a little gardening. I sit in the full lotus position on the hotplate, on the table {the need to address problems}, to demonstrate. {In real life there is no way that I can do a lotus}

I ask her to look deep into my eyes {sobriety / lack of but suspect this is not the meaning here rather getting things across, communicating past suspicion; overcoming Tibetan suspicion} to see if I can be trusted. This she does. For a long while it is just her and me. Whilst we are thus engaged I say; “from what you can see now, is there a single dishonest bone in my body? Do you not think that if I promise to return with the £15 {light through darkness / need to look for the gift of power in the challenge} I will?” This is more mind-to-mind that actual words.

She remains suspicious but slowly something in her softens and she starts to change. The “spell” between us in the dream is broken. She is now happy for me to go away and come back with the £15 {light through darkness / need to look for the gift of power in the challenge}.

Dream ends

First Pass.

First comment there are a lot of tables and twos.

People from my past have a need to address problems one of which is that they just don’t get it, how I could slope off from their world and go to a “commune” type way of being.

I have a desire even a need for peace, which may be in contrast to what others imagine. Some people possibly Dutch want me to adopt their way of thinking and imagine that I am way better off than I am. I have a problem with Tibetans not trusting (darkness) me. Whilst I have personal power I have not crystalized this.

If I walk the path of unconditional love I may encounter a possibility in which, if I show humility and understanding, I may move towards my destiny. It will need for me to relax to pass through.

I will come back with light through darkness if I accept the gift of power inherent in these challenges. All I have is harmony and balance, but I need through fluidity to find freedom and change. That way I can bring light through darkness.

2020 Numerology {Written pre-Covid}

Each year in December I like to look at the numerology of the upcoming year. He is my first pass.

{File date 13-12-19}

The first thing to note is the symmetry:

20 repeated and therefore doubly important.

20 is the light jewel {honour} which is made up of 2 {humility and understanding sometimes destiny} and 0 {absolute freedom} it is also two cycles of ten. The start of a new cycle or one coming to a close? Again repetition implies signficance. We need to have humility and understanding in the context of freedom in order to achieve honour. Arrogance will not wash. It is written in the book of destiny. Zero indicates a commencement of journey, le mat, the fool. The tarot card judgement is pretty hard-core.

2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 4

4 is the light jewel {stability} in order to achieve stability, there has to be correct balancing of the tensions, dynamic tensions. 

If stability is not achieved, we get – 4 which is inertia, which can lead to death -13 { 1 + 3 = 4 }

There will be tensions in trade negotiations, these need to be balanced.

So, we could have stable movement forward or utter paralysis. In the absence of honour {– 20}  inertia { –  4}. Arrogance and pig-headedness leads to inertia, dishonourable behaviour – inertia.

Looks to be an interesting set of numbers.